Sunny, with his white fluffy coat, who sat, together with his
“partner” Cher for such a long time. Cher, a beautiful small, brown, fox look-alike,
female. No one really knows how old they
are, but some documents indicate the year when they arrived at their horrible
shelter with 400 cages was 1999!
At that shelter, there is no grass, only concrete. They don’t even get walks outside their
pen. Nothing to do, but waiting for death
to come and rescue them. Not many know
about this shelter, it stands out in a open field away from people and houses. A small gravel road will take you there, one
that gets smaller and narrower the further you go towards the shelter. Many cars wouldn’t make it. If you continue going on the small dirt road it
gives you the impression that it will not lead you anywhere.
Many American volunteers couldn’t handle watching all these gorgeous
dogs being crammed in together in the cages when going with us. The smell is overpowering; the many diseases
are obvious, as are the crippled dogs in need of veterinarian care. Their fur is so matted and laced with old feces
tangled in.
Sunny and Cheer’s document tell us they have been living in a
2 meter x 4 meter cage with a concrete floor for over 13 years. No one took them for walks and no chance at adoption. Incessant barking from the other prisoners
likely numbed their minds. At least they
were alone together, no other dogs to share their meager space. They were only two numbers on their cage
door. Over the years, they seemed to grow
content with their lot in life, and that they had each other. “All I ever need is you.” He was her "little" man.
Animals Without Limits was asked if we could take them to our
hospice, to provide a “home” feeling for their last months of life with healthy
food, medicine and love. When we got
them to our Hospice, at first they looked confused walking around and of course
we gave them the time to survey their new home. It was obvious they had never seen a house,
dog bowls, streets, cars, or radio. Or grass.
Cher and Sunny were not afraid.
Every time they saw one of our volunteers, they said “hello”
with a wage of their tails.
And as they had for so long in the shelter, they stayed
together.
Some people had said that it would be better to put them to
sleep for good. That after all those
years in a cage, they couldn’t be normal in their heads.
Little would we know how much they would teach we humans,
what forgiveness and love is all about. Every
day, they shined with generosity and love, greeting everyone that came to the
hospice. They were wonderful to all the other old clients --- seniors seldom
argue. It was as if wisdom spoke to them
and said, “why not enjoy life instead of arguing?”
These seniors are many times former cage animals, or abandoned
Italian dogs that were kept, but not as pets. Sometimes, they were hunting dogs and had
lived in small cages in the garden when not on the rare hunting trip ---
working.
Sunny and Cher inspected the green grass and the bushes. As they ambled around the hospice grounds, it
was like they were communicating with each other, discussing what they saw. “Ah, do you see this bush, Sonny? It smells so nice.” “Yes, what a wonderful sun-filled yard this
is, Cher”
The volunteers adored them. Visitors loved them.
Far too soon, Sunny started to be ill. His back legs started to become weak. Even if we take care of Seniors routinely, it tears
on your heart when they start to decline and become ill. You want to give them so much freedom and love
to try to make up for suffering so long at other humans’ hands. Their gratitude is enormously painful. Their eyes are deep pools of love, saying
thank you.
You want them to forgive us for not rescuing them earlier.
We want forgiveness for what other humans have done.
Sunny didn’t like to go to the veterinarian and without Cher
following him, he felt lost. One Italian
volunteer was particularly gentle and able to take Sonny without Cher. Sonny felt better, but in one month Sunny’s
body got weaker and weaker. Thankfully,
he was not in pain. Cher lay by his side
the whole time, always close. When Sunny
woke up, probably from a bad dream, he would scream. If he looked around and couldn’t see Cher, he
would scream. Cher sometimes lay at an
angle where he couldn’t see her, but she would reach her paw out and lay it
over his face: “I got you, babe!”
Sunny would stop screaming and comfortably laid his head on
his paws. Every day, Cher put her head
over his neck, so he could feel her. “Baby don’t go.”
As he declined, volunteers lifted him out into the garden and
helped him so he could pee and poo. We
worried about Cher, how would she cope after he was gone?
We decided that we needed our veterinarian to come to our hospice
to help Sonny over to the other side. We
felt that Cher could lie next to him when this would happen, his anchor of calm
as he crossed the Rainbow Bridge. We had
promised them that.
Wednesday, the bittersweet day came. Dr. Vittorio arrived at the hospice around
noon. As always he talked to our
residents, greeting each one. Our
volunteers Angy, Tonia and Martina solemnly lifted and carried Sunny out to the
garden, the green grace. The sunshine
was the spotlight of eternal life. Dr.
Vittorio gently stroked Sunny over his body, saying “Sunny, your fur is so
white and shinny. They really treated you like a King here.”
With those last words Sunny let go and flew to the land of eternal
freedom, where no cages or harmful people exist. Cher was right there as Sonny took his last
breath. Dr. Vitorio and our volunteers all
looked worriedly at Cher, but she seemed relived, happy for someone else’s
journey. She seemed to know in her heart
that she would soon be with him again. Until that time, she felt safe among friends. She walked inside the hospice and laid down in
their bed, knowing her best friend was now safe. Sunny had died happy, and Cher was happy for
his soul to be free at last. The beat
goes on.
That’s Amore!
(c) Mia Mattsson-Mercer
Thank you great volunteers at the Hospice/ Thank you Sponsors, Anna Persson and Maria Hahne. Grazie!
2 comments:
Thank you Mia Mattson Mercer <3
Thank you for trusting me and AWL. Your love means a lot to us. <3
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